Growing up I always felt I had a dramatic soul. I was timid and shy yet inside I was a rhinestone Diva. I've always been the type of person who has to talk when I'm upset or concerned about something. Getting those thoughts out of body are integral to my internal peace. How then do I end up having so many people in my life that are just "loner" personalities? They hold it all in or run and escape to themselves rather than talking to me?
I guess I attract that type of personality. My ex kept to himself for 25 years. To survive, I had to do the same....it was just like a living death. My daughter has Asperger's Syndrome and she doesn't show emotions..so no help there. The man I'm involved with right now is like my ex so here I am with no one in my life to bare my soul to. I have to say that he does come closest to understanding me...men and women's needs are just so different.
Maybe living with two of "me" would be too much sparkle in one room any way. Never really thought about it before. Guess I'll just hang out with my "loners"...I've got the "world" to talk to...I've got my blog.
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Hi Pepper,
I feel you. At some level, there is something in you that is resonating with these Loners. You built this in to your experience for a reason. I know because I did too. I have come to know that if you can use this opportunity to look deeper it's actually a way to force yourself to get to know YOU (who you really are)...love the Rhinestone concept by the way.
Michelle Price
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